Wednesday, January 14, 2009

A Sad Thought

I feel a little sadness today. Kathi texted me that Paul is having a 2nd interview at the end of the month in Pittsburg. I know this is a job he's really qualified for and I want the best for them. But this would make me so sad.

I want to express how I'm feeling so I can keep this in perspective. I realize that I don't know the outcome yet and there is a wait ahead of me (and Kathi). I just really love having her as a friend and would miss having her close. I really enjoy spending time with her. I know we could continue to text every day and keep our communication up. Keeping our weight and food plans in line. But I would miss her.

So, today I grieve a little at the possibility. However, now I must set this aside and wait patiently to see how this actually unfolds.

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